Life - Crossposted
I’m trying to be more regular about blogging. Not that I have a lot to say right now, but it’s a routine. And I’m feeling the need to re-establish old routines.
The past few months, life has been insane. And most (if not all) of it has been of my own making. I’ve made some incredibly stupid choices, and I’ve been lucky that none of them have caused irreparable damage.
That’s not to say that I regret all the choices I’ve made lately. There are a couple that I’m glad I did. One in particular settled a long standing question I’d had in my own mind.
But others, oh, how I wish I could take them back. I can’t, though, so I’m chalking them up to experience and moving on.
I’m beyond fortunate that TOH is the man he is. Our relationship is back on track, and from my perspective, much more about partnership again. There’s still a lot of work to do, but it’s more than worth it.
It’s still difficult to not bottle everything up. I’ve had over 30 years of practice at it, after all, but I’m working on it.
I don’t make New Year’s Resolutions, but I do want to make changes. Many of them are changes back to things I used to do: more walking, more sewing, more knitting, more reading; but some of them are changes from recent habits I’ve fallen into: less time in front of the computer, less living in my own head, etc.
So, even though things at work are completely up in the air, I’m feeling more settled in my skin again. I know what I want, and I know how to get there. I just need to do it.